The next day, my friends decided that its time to clear things up. to know the truth whether they are truly a COUPLE or not. well...after a few hours in school, at the end of the day..they finally asked him.
and the answer seriously not as i expected. He finally told the truth that he IS in a relationship with this girl.
when my friends told me, out of no where i felt tears running down my cheeks. Before anyone else see that, i quickly pull my friend and went down stairs.
i was crying the whole day ! till my eyes started to burn. it was the most painful thing to hear and most painful thing that ever happen to me. It was the worst day ever ! it felt like this huge knife kept on stabbing me alive. never have knew that this kind of pain ever exist ! i felt betrayed, stabbed, cheated and being played like all of this just a game.
i didnt talk to him and this girl for a few days.. the excrusiating pain when i see their faces..
Whenever THEY're around i feel like i want to punch them in the face. BOTH of them .
Then one day, i decided that i have to face him one day. on that particular Friday..I talked to him, i clear everything that i kept from him before...he even told me why he actually accepted him, and you know why? because he pittied her and only takes her as a sister. nothing more and nothing less. i was seriously shocked ! well, is this called LOVE?
but even after that, we have our fights..our small little fights..
well, that almost happen everyday. WEIRD, i know ! still it made us more close and became good friends :D
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