The TRUTH was revealed (part 2)

The next day, my friends decided that its time to clear things up. to know the truth whether they are truly a COUPLE or not. well...after a few hours in school, at the end of the day..they finally asked him.

and the answer seriously not as i expected. He finally told the truth that he IS in a relationship with this girl.
when my friends told me, out of no where i felt tears running down my cheeks. Before anyone else see that, i quickly pull my friend and went down stairs.
i was crying the whole day ! till my eyes started to burn. it was the most painful thing to hear and most painful thing that ever happen to me. It was the worst day ever ! it felt like this huge knife kept on stabbing me alive. never have knew that this kind of pain ever exist ! i felt betrayed, stabbed, cheated and being played like all of this just a game.
i didnt talk to him and this girl for a few days.. the excrusiating pain when i see their faces..
Whenever THEY're around i feel like i want to punch them in the face. BOTH of them .

Then one day, i decided that i have to face him one day. on that particular Friday..I talked to him, i clear everything that i kept from him before...he even told me why he actually accepted him, and you know why? because he pittied her and only takes her as a sister. nothing more and nothing less. i was seriously shocked ! well, is this called LOVE?

but even after that, we have our fights..our small little fights..
well, that almost happen everyday. WEIRD, i know ! still it made us more close and became good friends :D

Where it all STARTED (part 1)

Hey, Im here today to tell you about this one incident that happened this year (2011), where IT destroy me. I can never forget the day where it starts, it end and the truth was discover.

I've been in this particular relationship that started in form 2, we went to the same primary school..but i never knew him..well, i supposed i have saw him around the school but we've never spoke to each other and i dont know why :/ But until that day where my friend, put this trick around me and him till lastly we're become friends (by a LETTER) and then it starting to be more...
Our relationship last for almost 3 years..but, finally we broke up and decided to became friends..and we were :D good friend that it until...the WORST day of my life.

i know that we have nothing between us but only FRIENDS..but, the feelings that we had before is still there. its MUTUAL, and i know..i know him, at least that i thought i do.
My friends first notice on what's happening to him that time..He was acting kinda weird and AWKWARDLY close to this girl that is younger 3 years from him. I've notice it too but i trusted him and decided not to think otherwise. Till this one day, i went for this school trip to PWTC, he went there too and so does this girl. i dont want to think otherwise at first but then he sits behind me in the bus and guess what, she sits beside her. inside my head i was like ''WHAT THE HELL are you doing sittin beside him ?!'' and thats on the inside, but on the outside? well...i was all calm and didnt bother :P and that was where i do wrong..On the whole trip, he walk with this girl for the WHOLE day ! i didnt even get the chance talking to him :O seriously, at the end of our trip..my mood? well, dont even ask...i was seriously furious and kinda grumpy..i hated him that day for not even talked to me. I WAS MAD !!

Clueless New Comer :D

Assalamualaikum !

Hey, Theres a ' New Comer ' in the blog :D and a clueless one too :O i know nothing about blogs but still decided to make one. Real STUPID of me...hmm, alot of my friends have Blog's...this might sound desperate and sympathatic :/ But, got alot happen to me lately this year and so i decided to make this blog to share my 'LIFE STORY' event to my followers and followie's :D HaHa ! kalau rajin tuu...buka-buka, baca-baca lee...:D LOL, anyway's...i guess thats how ''Laila's Clueless Blog  was Born" ;))